problem,solve it and sick

msalah yg x dpt diselesaikan msti diakhiri dgn frust dan stres dlm diri sndri.org yg x de kekuatan diri dan x dpt carik kat mane sebenarnya dia berada d dlm dunia nyh msti solve kan dgn makan makanan yg bhaye kan ksihatan dan tanpa sebarang keraguan terus tidur.
 bangun tidur baru lah aq sedar MY PROBLEM CANT SOLVE ITSELF until i take an action to solve it.but HOW? where should I start? ermm~ too much question marks in myself =,='

makanan yg aq amek tadi:
bangun tidur makan muffin and then i'm hungry again i cooked maggie.and then 1 buah pear and 2 pisang.dlm pkol 3 tuh aq try nak makan koko crunch but i felt sleepy and tros tidur.bangun jea aq wase x sedap badan
aq wase mcm nak muntah pon ade gak,menggigil2 and then my mood is GONE! GONE! now i'm trying to calm myself but i cant.
aq wase nak nanges sbb aq sakit.aq x suke sakit tapi kenape blaku kat aq? kenape? msalah nye aq ade problem DGN family...

what should I do?! arrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

kenape lah problm nyh tjadi kat aq?! tmbah dgn sakit yg aq dapat.perh! mcm tuuuut tuuut~