ok now,i decide to share my angry-ness and sad-ness in blogger.i dont want to share in myspace nor facebook.
aq ade penyakit kulit so aq bagi tawu lah yg aq ade wase gatal2 and so on.and ubat aq dah habis,firstly aq bagi tawu mak,mak buad bodoh jea.then abh masuk rumah lagi laa muke mak mcm tuuut tuuut jea.memang sakit hati la weh.aq wase mcm ckp ngan tunggul.sdgkan aq just minx duit sbb nak pegy hospital jea.x suroh pon abah hanta kea ape.then abah pon mcm x amek peduli psl aq.
sedih laa.aq nak duit tuh bukannye utk nak bejoli kat shopping complex.x caye kat ank sendiri ckp lah! x pyh buad muke x hiraukan aq.everytime aq sakit msti dyorang x kesah.memang muke aq nyh muke org yg x pernah sakit but dalaman korang x tawu.everyday i think of myself,where should i find my money by myself for this stupid idiot penyakit! sumpah aq tepakse lapar but sometimes kalo wajen aq masak pagi2 then bwk bekal.
aq bukannye pndai sgt msk.aq x mcm kaworang.pndai msk.yg aq mampu,everyday aq gi skola dgn makan roti yg ntah bile expired.aq mls nak citer psl nyh kat orang sbb aq x mampu thn sedih aq.thts why for the first time i tell in here! and this is true! SETIAP kali aq balik dr skola.aq msti kne makan lauk smalam,tak pun lauk budak tadika yg mak msk pagi tadi.setiap hari.kdg2 terase gak kalo kkq balik dyea teros makan lauk yg baru mak msk.yg aq nyh kenyang dgn lauk smalam.
i know nyh msalah kecik jea.but aq wase itu membebankan aq.tmbah lagi dgn ....... ntah laa.byk msalah yg aq sembunyi.aq x suke citer kat orang.nnty org pikir aq nyh minx perhatian.its okayy.nyh first time aq citer msalah aq kat dlm blog.trutame skali msalah ngan bpk aq.kdg2 aq wase mcm nak bunuh diri pon ade gak.tensyen dgn suasane yg aq hadapi kat dlm rumah.i wanna be someone else.i cant find myself in this world.WHO AM I BELONGS TO? kenape sumer nyh tjadi mse skunk?
thts all for today.and the rest,let me keep all of them secretly as usual.
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